Friday, December 7, 2007

the name game

i like the name Pufendorf......has an exotic feel to it......like some magical creature...
however his profession ain't that exotic! hes a jurist....someone who analysis every single thing on this earth and comes up with theories which is beyond the understanding of lesser mortals like myself! (thank you very much!!!)

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

agggrrrhhhh!!

it is sooo frustrating when despite you telling someone something VERY clearly the other person refuses to acknowledge it or chooses to ignore it.....why do people have to be so cruel and NOT understand how important they can be in someone else's life OR if they do realise it....they are just acting pricey.....
and in the process you lose your self-esteem......sigh...life can be sooooo frustrating sometimes

hoping against hope...

The human nature...ah...so very quintessential....so typical....
the need to posses something...a thing or a person; is present in every human....
i will die if i dont get the latest cell phone model.....2 months later...i am bored with this...i need a new phone without which i will DIE!!!
I don't think there is anyone in this world who hasn't felt such emotions, not necessarily pertaining to a cell phone..but maybe a dress, a pen, a book and the likes...human needs are endless and so is ones greed.

i sometimes wonder if the objects, which we replace with the 'better ones'; had feelings, how would they feel...just like a human feels when he realises that he is not wanted anymore in some ones life...maybe someone would feel like this on realising that Your friend has better people around them, who are so much better than you, that YOU are not needed anymore, or probably when an old man realises that he is not anymore important in the life of his children who were the centre of his life....

i feel sad...is it necessary if times change people also have to change. the person who was the closest to you, without whom you couldn't even breathe, is god-knows where now!

it isn't evil if someone has done this...its just sad...

and the worst part is, the person on the recieving end has NO choice but to bear the brunt. Yes, you can obviously choose to voice your feelings, but more often than not, it'l hardly make any difference to the other person, cz he has already moved on, whereas you are still stuck there...clinging on a ray of hope....clinging on the last few fond memories, re-living the last few moments spent together...hoping and praying..if only you could turn back time.....and get your child/friend back to wanting your presence in their lives...

But alas! this is a cruel world....people change, minds and hearts change.....what remains are the memories and no matter how much some one tries to negate the other person's presence...these memories occasionally stroll through your life...either making you feel guilty or making you feel happy.....either ways....you ARE remembered.